Thursday, December 29, 2011
The moment the doubt beings to creep in.
Endless questions, constantly plaguing my mind...
Does he feel the same way about me? Am I falling too hard, too fast? What exactly does he want out of this? What is this about for him? Am I as incredible to him as he is to me? Are actual feelings there, or is it just an attraction? Do I come off as desperate, or silly, or needy? Will he be disappointed if we take thing slow, or am I worth that?
I know where fear gets me, and I know where courage gets me. So, why am I still afraid? When he's proven to me that I don't have to be?
That's just me I guess. Always worrying... Always over thinking.